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Part 5

The house was perfectly quiet when the sun rose on Tuesday morning.

I had spent all of Monday cleaning. Every trace of Diane’s party was gone. The gold balloons had been popped and thrown into the recycling bin. The scent of her expensive white wine had been scrubbed from the counters with bleach and lavender oil.

I had spent hours rearranging the kitchen cabinets, putting the plates and glasses back exactly where my father and I had placed them when we moved the first box into this house. It felt like reclaiming stolen territory.

At ten in the morning, the transport van from the Shady Pines Rehabilitation Center pulled into the driveway.

I ran down the steps, no longer wearing the wrinkled blue scrubs from that awful Saturday night. I was wearing an old, soft flannel shirt of my dad’s that I had found in the laundry.

The driver opened the back doors, and there he was.

My father looked thinner than he had before the stroke, his hair a little whiter around the temples, but his eyes were bright as he looked up at the house. He was sitting in his wheelchair, a blanket over his knees, clutching a small paper bag.

"Hey, sweetie," he said, his voice a little raspy but steady. "Did you find the lemon drops?"

"I have them right here, Dad," I said, leaning down to kiss his cheek. "They’re waiting for you on the kitchen counter."

As the driver helped me wheel him up the ramp we had installed the week before, Dad stopped at the bottom step. He looked down at the gravel.

"What’s this?" he asked, pointing his cane at something near the bushes.

It was a single gold balloon ribbon, tangled in the dirt, left behind from Diane’s invasion.

"Just some trash from the weekend, Dad," I said, kicking it out of sight beneath the porch. "Nothing we need to worry about anymore."

We moved inside, and the warmth of the house enveloped us. I wheeled him into the pale green downstairs bedroom. The sun was pouring through the windows, illuminating the fresh sheets and the stack of old history books he loved to read.

He looked around the room, his chest rising and falling with a deep, relieved sigh.

"It feels like home, Natalie," he whispered, reaching out to take my hand. "I was so worried I’d be a burden to you and Travis. I know how Diane can be about her space."

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I squeezed his hand, my knuckles turning white.

"Travis doesn't live here anymore, Dad," I said softly. "This is our space. Just yours and mine. Exactly how we built it."

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