Chapter 8

Gavin Wexler was arrested two days later.
The news exploded locally.
Dad’s company had lost millions because of confidential information Ryan had stolen years earlier.
Gavin had used it to win contracts.
Ryan received secret payments.
Then Ryan used part of that money to build his own hidden property business.
But greed had created another problem.
Gavin believed Ryan had stolen from him too.
That was why they had begun recording each other.
People like Ryan always thought they were smarter than everyone else.
Apparently Gavin thought the same.
By Monday, investigators had enough evidence to request additional charges against Ryan.
Fraud.
Forgery.
Identity theft.
Theft.
Conspiracy related to Dad’s company.
His attorney stopped giving interviews.
The anonymous posts disappeared.
For forty-eight hours, everything became strangely quiet.
That scared me more than the attacks.
Ryan did not surrender control quietly.
I knew that now.
On Tuesday morning, Dad received a call from the alarm company at the house.
Someone had attempted to enter through the garage at 3:14 a.m.
The code entered was Ryan’s old code.
The system rejected it.
Then the person left.
There was no clear face on the camera.
Hood.
Baseball cap.
But the height looked like Ryan.
Police took the report.
Ryan denied being there.
His attorney said he had spent the night at Diane’s house.
Diane said nothing.
That afternoon, she called me.
“Can we meet?”
“No.”
“Please.”
“If you need to tell me something, tell me now.”
She whispered, “Ryan wasn’t here last night.”
My stomach tightened.
“Where was he?”
“I don’t know.”
“You told police he was.”
“I panicked.”
I closed my eyes.
“Diane.”
“I know.”
“No, I don’t think you do.”
“He came back around four.”
“Was he driving?”
“Yes.”
“What was he wearing?”
She started crying.
“Dark clothes.”
I called Detective Harris.
Diane corrected her statement that afternoon.
Ryan was questioned.
He denied everything again.
There wasn’t enough to arrest him for violating the protective order based only on the camera footage.
But the judge modified his release conditions.
Electronic monitoring.
Ryan hated humiliation.
Now an ankle monitor tracked him.
I knew because Kyle told me their mother could hear Ryan shouting from downstairs when it was attached.
“He blames me,” Kyle said.
“He blames everyone except himself.”
“He says you ruined him.”
I looked at my brother-in-law.
“He almost killed me.”
“I know.”
Kyle lowered his eyes.
“I should’ve done something sooner.”
“Did you know he was hurting me?”
“I suspected.”
That hurt more than I expected.
“What did you see?”
“He’d make jokes.”
“What kind?”
“About keeping you in line.”
I stared at him.
“And?”
“One Christmas, I saw bruises on your wrist.”
I remembered that Christmas.
Ryan squeezed my arm behind the pantry door because I contradicted him in front of his mother.
Later, I told everyone I caught my wrist on a cabinet.
“You believed my excuse?”
“No.”
“Then why didn’t you say anything?”
Kyle swallowed.
“Because I was scared of what it would do to the family.”
I almost smiled.
Not because it was funny.
Because everyone had used the same excuse.
Protect the family.
Protect Ryan.
Protect appearances.
And the cost of protecting the family had always been me.
Kyle said, “I’m sorry.”
“Then help by telling the truth.”
“I will.”
That evening, I went through old emails.
My attorney needed anything showing financial control.
The search became painful quickly.
Messages from Ryan:
WHY DID YOU SPEND $84 AT TARGET?
CALL ME BEFORE USING THE CARD.
WE ALREADY DISCUSSED THIS.
YOU DON’T NEED YOUR OWN ACCOUNT.
Then one from six years ago stopped me.
Subject: House paperwork.
Emily,
Michael needs a few signatures regarding insurance. I handled most of it. Sign the last page and leave it on my desk.
Ryan.
Attachment.
I opened it.
The page Ryan asked me to sign was not insurance.
It was a power of attorney.
Limited, according to the title.
But broad enough to conduct certain financial transactions.
My signature sat at the bottom.
That one was real.
I remembered signing a stack of papers while warming Noah’s bottle.
I had trusted my husband.
I sent it to my attorney.
She called immediately.
“This explains how he opened some accounts.”
“So he didn’t forge everything?”
“He may have combined a legitimate authorization with forged documents.”
“Can I undo it?”
“Yes. Immediately.”
We did.
Every old authorization we discovered was revoked.
Banks were notified.
Credit frozen.
Accounts flagged.
It felt like clearing land mines from my own name.
Then we found one account Ryan had forgotten to hide well enough.
A business savings account.
Balance: $683,000.
Both our names were listed.
My attorney warned me not to touch it.
Police already knew.
But for the first time, I saw proof that Ryan had money.
Real money.
While he had told me we couldn’t afford piano lessons for Noah.
While he argued over a thirty-dollar field trip.
While I wore the same winter coat for seven years because he said we needed to save.
Six hundred eighty-three thousand dollars sat in an account carrying my name.
I cried harder over that than the inheritance.
Not because of the amount.
Because of all the small humiliations.
Every time I put something back on a store shelf.
Every time I told Noah “maybe next month.”
Every time Ryan made me feel irresponsible for wanting normal things.
He had not been protecting our finances.
He had been training me not to ask.
A week later, I went back to the house alone for the first time.
The security system had been upgraded.
Locks changed.
Cameras installed.
Ryan’s access removed.
I stood in the kitchen where Noah had grabbed my phone.
Then I noticed his backpack.
Still sitting where he dropped it that day.
I picked it up.
A folded worksheet fell from the side pocket.
At the top, his teacher had written:
MY HERO.
The assignment asked students to write about someone brave.
Noah had written three sentences.
My mom is brave.
Sometimes she is scared but she still takes care of me.
I want her to know she can call for help too.
I sat on the kitchen floor and cried.
Not quietly.
Not carefully.
For years, I had hidden tears so Ryan wouldn’t call me dramatic.
Now I let every one of them come.
My phone buzzed.
Unknown number.
I almost ignored it.
Then I saw the message.
EMILY, I HAVE SOMETHING THAT BELONGS TO YOU.
A photograph followed.
A small wooden jewelry box.
My mother’s jewelry box.
The one that disappeared after her funeral.
My heart slammed against my ribs.
Another message.
RYAN GAVE IT TO ME YEARS AGO.
I typed one question.
WHO IS THIS?
The response came immediately.
A woman’s name.
Samantha Reed.
I knew the name.
She had worked with Ryan for almost a decade.
Ryan always called her “just his assistant.”
Then Samantha sent another message.
I’M SORRY. I DIDN’T KNOW YOU WERE STILL TOGETHER WHEN HE GAVE IT TO ME.
I stared at the screen.
Still together.
My fingers went cold.
May you like
Then the final message arrived.
RYAN TOLD ME YOU TWO HAD BEEN SEPARATED FOR YEARS.