Chapter 23 - CONRAD WITHOUT A FIANCÉE

I dated again at forty-six.
Very badly.
Estelle graded people.
Unfairly.
One woman chewed loudly.
Rejected.
Another called hotel staff “the help.”
Rejected by me first.
Eventually I met Mara Collins.
Architect.
Divorced.
No interest in family companies.
She met Estelle before our fifth date because Estelle walked downstairs unexpectedly in dinosaur pajamas.
Mara said:
“Great pants.”
Estelle corrected:
“Pajamas.”
Relationship survived.
We married three years later.
Small ceremony.
Estelle stood beside me.
No stepmother adoption.
No replacement Amelia.
Mara asked Estelle directly:
“What do you want to call me?”
“Mara.”
“Perfect.”
Years later:
Bonus Mom.
Once.
May you like
Mara cried privately.
No title demanded.